Rachel explained that she had been nineteen, alone, and frightened when she placed her newborn daughter for adoption. She never stopped wondering about her. Last spring, a DNA registry matched her to Chloe, who had been quietly searching since college. Chloe was terrified of hurting me, so she told only Mark and Ben. Mark met Rachel twice, once at a quiet café and once at the bakery, because Chloe asked him to be there for support.
The cake was the secret. Rachel had been a pastry chef for twenty years, and she asked for one small gift: to bake the top tier herself, decorated with the same yellow as the blanket in the photograph. Chloe agreed, but she was worried I would see the unusual tier and ask questions before she was ready. So Rachel called the bakery pretending to be the bride and used my name to keep me from collecting it, planning to deliver the cake herself that morning. It was clumsy and wrong, she admitted, and she was sorry for the fear it caused.
I stood very still, feeling anger and heartbreak rise together. I told Chloe she should have trusted me, because I had never been afraid of her finding her first mother. I had been afraid of being left out. Mark said he had begged her to tell me sooner, and he was ashamed of the lie. Chloe cried and told me that nothing in the world could make her stop being my daughter, and that Rachel only wanted a small place beside us.
I looked at the woman holding the old photograph, and I saw how badly her hands were shaking. I took a breath and said, “Then we had better get that cake upstairs.” Rachel laughed through her tears. At the ceremony, I walked Chloe halfway down the aisle, and Rachel waited in the last row, smiling. At the reception, the yellow tier sat on top, and Chloe asked both of us to cut it with her.